How did I get in this deep?

So deep, I can’t even sleep

A secret I have to keep

And inside I always weep

How did I fall?

So fallen, I can’t recall

I can not break this wall

Something so big can not turn small

How and why did this happen to me?

I just wanted to be young and free

Love you can’t always guarantee

How did he bring me in?

And when did it all begin?

Was it when he brushed my skin?

I feel so lost within

How will I get over this?

I don’t even know if love exists

Would I know from a single kiss?

In the end would I reminisce?

How would I get it to end?

Would I have to pretend?

I don’t know how to comprehend

I’m just going to have to transcend.